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100th Post..
Saturday, August 23, 2008, 7:50 PM
Oh, well my previous official '100th post' was deleted.Due to that special request from my good buddy coolfreak123. Haha.
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Hi blog,
So, I'm sort of staring into the laptop, thinking of today since it's around 8pm and the rest of my day would probably be spend doing work. Oh well, it was always that way eh.
Anyway, now I'm being I-don't-know-what-word-would-fit.
Maybe paranoid. Maybe.
2 days ago, before I went to sleep and wander off to dreamland, I just suddenly said to my mom (I really have no idea why):
"Grandma; why don't you invite her here?"
I think I surprised my mom in sort of a bad way. She sounded shocked. She told me she was trying to, but there were always reasons. She asked me why I mentioned Grandma out of no where. I was sleepy plus had no answers to that question.
Yesterday, we went to fetch Dad at the airport around 9pm+ after tuition. Was nothing out of the ordinary, except was really glad to see him after like 2 months! And that he met some of his long lost friends and we sent them to their hotel. But nevertheless, today over lunch, topics lead one by one to Grandma. And I just..
Nevermind, I don't know how to continue that sentence myself.
Just before this post, I was doing History Project on my desk, when a big fly flew into the room. I directed it out of the window with my conventional file, but it flew back in after a few seconds. And now it makes me wonder..
I love my Grandma. She's quite old, stubborn and always full of pride. She's tough, strong-willed and always caring for those she love. When I was still in Myanmar, or even when I go back during the holidays, she tells me about her life, about when she was young, how she raised her four kids and what not. Yep, and her cooking is still the best ever. Five years ago, when I left for here, she told us to study hard but as she sent us off, her eyes were redshot.
I would love to have her for as long as it could be, as long as it would be. I would see her twice every year, if I'm lucky, more. I'm scared of losing her just like the way we all lost Grandpa. I felt like there's much I could do for her, maybe sing karaoke with her. Dance with her to Boney M or something. She likes Michael Jackson & Theresa Tseng (sp?). She likes hip things during her era.
I feel like I'm writing a descriptive essay. Just that it's not fictional and not to be passed up to Chan. But I just hate regrets! I just.. urgh! I'm silly, aren't I?
Whatever it is, it's not that I'm not aware that one will go when time comes, but I just wish that my Grandma would stay healthy & strong for years to come!
Yeah, everything will be alright.
Today's gloomy but tomorrow will be cheerful.
I love snow, but rain is just alright.
Singing is a hobby but singing out of tune is priceless.
Yup, alright.
Just the way it is.
I haven't seen you in a day & I miss you.
Love,
Chris :)